Have you ever had one of those 'blah' days? The ones with the uncomfortable, unpleasant, unidentifiable sort of a nagging? Or maybe it's a longing. I'm not sure.
Life is basically good. :) I'm low maintenance. I don't require anything. I'm typically an optimist and I see hope and promise; I find the silver lining. Oh, I can think of a few things that are needing to be done, and I can think of a few things that are truly bothering me and causing me some trouble, but they aren't earth shattering, and I know I'll get beyond, blah, blah, blah. I can not link this uneasy feeling to any one thing. None of the specifics seem to be the real source of the turbulence.
I am learning and growing. I am planning and dreaming. What am I missing here? Anything?
I have never been a great sit-and-waiter. I am a doer. When things need to be done I would just as soon get them done. This time, however, I can't seem to gain any control over any of it. I'm not even exactly sure what 'it' is! Everything is in someone else's hands, and I can't muscle my way in or through anything, so I'm sidelined. I'm ready, but held back.
This is the Success Blog of Rhenda the Representative. I will attempt chronicle the journey from life attached to the umbilical of the grid and the government to a more self-sustained life closer to God and the good earth He gave me.
"For thou shalt eat the labour of thine hands: happy shalt thou be, and it shall be well with thee."